Throwback thursday

Throwback Thursday

I have decided each week to share a song on the new album, Love Carries Me Home. Today track #1 I Am Enough

It’s funny how life unfolds for in this very moment as I write, I am truly navigating this wound within me. Having placed myself in a situation where that old story that I am not being chosen is because of something lacking in me has been activated. It’s such an old and unhelpful narrative, but when I don’t feel chosen by a loved one these old patterns flare up. To be honest it’s actually just becoming annoying! But in that moment when that person is behaving in a way that activates this.. then boom up it comes when in actual fact it has nothing to do with me. It’s simply their choices, whatever it might be and I am being asked to see through it, to know it’s not a matter of being right or wrong. It’s simply a mismatch something out of alignment. When I remember this, I can take a big out breath and go oh god either I step around the pot hole or for a moment fall in.

One day I hope as the saying goes, perhaps I will just choose a street with no potholes or see the pothole and simple walk around it. Currently in this moment my stabiliser wheels are stuck in the rutt!

So that is the wound, that I work with & the 1 that lead to me writing…

I Am Enough - to help us all

https://open.spotify.com/artist/5DQdXQQCRyfMedkGbXnMCq?si=soON4Gj7Q36vNFMUUM9IAQ

Be brave courageous and step with love

Be vulnerable and awkward, I know it can be tough

But it’s time now to step into this river of life

We can barricaded our hearts with all the armour that we grow

Hide away from the pain, but our hearts will never know

The beauty of life, that is wanting us to know and say to ourselves

That I am loved and I, I am enough just as I am

And you, you are loved, and you, you are enough just as you are

So celebrate sunrises, sunsets and laughter

All that you are grateful for

This friend by your side and the home of your heart

We stumble, we fall, oh we rise up again

And the beauty of life is we can make amends and there is choice on the road

Where we can believe.

That I am loved and I, I am enough just as I am

And you, you are loved, and you, you are enough just as you are

#youareenough #iamenough #love

Tallulah Rendall